My Story

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Ailments

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Mercury Damages and Destroys Everything

The thing I absolutely hate about chemtrails is the way they affect my health. Yet, the single biggest fact that I hope people stand up and take warning about is this:

Chemtrails cause symptoms that are identical to mercury poisoning.

My experience with mercury poisoning from amalgam ("silver") dental fillings is a perfect subset of chemtrail symptoms. I say subset because chemtrails do produce a few extra symptoms that mercury did not produce, but every single mercury symptom that I had from mercury-based fillings occurs when chemtrails are sprayed.

I am a physically-sensitive person. For this reason, it's likely that chemtrails affect me more than others. However, we must not be naive. Mercury damages or kills nearly everything it touches. If mercury is being sprayed in chemtrails, then you are being damaged by it.

There is no study in existence where a cell is put in a dish with mercury and the cell is not destroyed.

Mercury is toxic in any dose, but symptoms may not always be noticeable. They make take a long time to manifest and do a lot of damage in the mean time.

Mercury symptoms are also mental and emotional and they manifest in many different ways. For this reason, people may not make the connection between mercury and their grumpiness, racing or looping thoughts, depression, bad memory, or bad menstrual cycles.

I have paid very careful attention to the physical effects that chemtrail spraying has had on me. I have done this both to help myself recover through nutritional supplementation, and to share this information with others so they can more effectively battle the chemtrail-induced ailments they are suffering.

I would like to see this information used as evidence or testimony in reports, articles, investigations, or lawsuits that can be used to help put an end to this crime against humanity.

Ailment List

Following is the list of ailments that I have suffered with as a result of mercury poisoning from amalgam fillings (1995-2000) and as a result of chemtrail spraying (2005 to present). The list of ailments is nearly identical.

The 4½ years between these time periods were absolute bliss. They were the best times of my life both physically and emotionally. All my mercury symptoms disappeared completely. But in 2005, they all returned with the sudden appearance of low-flying, slow-flying jets spewing trails in the air.

Where possible, I am including information about supplements that help me in the list below.

Weight Gain

My waist increased from 32" to 44" between 1995 and 2000. This has never happened to me before and nothing I tried could stop it.

After my amalgam fillings were removed in 2000, my waist shrunk back to 40" without any exercise or dieting at all.

After chemtrail spraying began in 2005, my weight increased somewhat and my waist increased to 42". Again, this took place with no change in diet or exercise.

Thinning Hair

Around 1999, my hair began thinning.

The rate of thinning increased over the next year. Eventually, it was thinning so quickly that there was a noticeable difference from week to week.

After my amalgam fillings were removed in 2000, the thinning stopped completely. My hair did not thicken back up, but thinning did stop.

After chemtrail spraying began in 2005, the thinning continued. It thinned more slowly than it did when the amalgam fillings were in, but it was noticeable nonetheless.

Noticeable thinning continues today.

Mercury elevates dihydrotestosterone (DHT) levels in the body. Thinning hair, oily skin, and enlarged prostate, are all caused by elevated DHT. DHT is well known to destroys hair follicles. These symptoms can often be controlled somewhat using Saw Palmetto.

Candida

In 1995, when I ate something with a lot of sugar, I would get mild candida symptoms, like red itchy underarms and itchy skin.

In 1998, when I ate anything with even the smallest amount of sugar, I would get the same symptoms. I was able to make the symptoms go away fairly quickly by eating yogurt or taking a large does of probiotics, typically about 4 times what was recommended on the bottle.

In 2000, I had these symptoms continuously regardless of what I ate. Yogurt and probiotics did not help.

After my amalgam fillings were removed in 2000, I had no problem with candida at all. Nothing I ate could make candida symptoms recur.

After intense chemtrail spraying began in 2005, candida began to occur when I ate a lot of sugary foods. By 2008, candida symptoms occurred when I ate a moderate amount of sugar. Currently, candida symptoms occur when I eat food with any amount of sugar at all.

I am able to keep candida under control with the following supplements: Oregano, Colloidal Silver, Shiitake mushroom, Maitake mushroom, or large doses of probiotics (about 4 times the daily dosage recommended on the bottle).

Oily Skin

Throughout my teen years and beyond, I noticed patterns related to the times that the skin on my face would become oily.

In the morning I nearly always had oily facial skin, but I discovered that there was a dietary relationship as well. I found that sugar and caffeine provoked my facial skin to become oily in less than 30 minutes. It also occurred when I was very tired.

My skin ceased being oily at any time, regardless of my diet, immediately after my amalgam fillings were removed in 2000.

I had no problems with oily skin at all until 2005 after chemtrail spraying began. The problem has become progressively worse over time and is now at nearly the same level it was when my amalgam fillings were in.

Mercury elevates dihydrotestosterone (DHT) levels in the body. Oily skin -- plus thinning hair and enlarged prostate -- are all caused by elevated DHT. This can be controlled using Saw Palmetto.

Vertical Lines in Fingernails and Toenails

I had never experienced this before, but in 1995, I began to see vertical lines running from the base to the tip of my toenails. A couple years later, these same lines began to show up in my fingernails.

By 2000, these lines were so deep in my toenails that you could actually pry up and pull off thin layers of the nail. My fingers were not nearly as bad, but you could still clearly see the lines in normal lighting.

After my amalgam removal in 2000, these lines disappeared in my fingernails and became very faint in my toenails.

In 2005 when intense chemtrail spraying began, these lines began to appear again in my fingernails and toenails.

Now, these lines are just as deep in my toenails as they were in 2000, before my amalgams were removed. The lines in my fingernails are not nearly as pronounced as in the toenails, but they are more pronounced than ever before.

Dark Circles Under the Eyes

Around 1995, dark circles began to faintly appear under my eyes from time to time. By 1999, the dark circles were there continually and were darkest after I ate.

After my amalgam removal in 2000, the dark circles were gone in 24 hours. They came and went for a couple months but eventually disappeared permanently just a few months after my amalgam removal.

In 2005 when intense chemtrail spraying began, the dark circles again returned. They were only present when spraying was taking place and would disappear within about an hour after spraying stopped. The same pattern continues today.

Difficulty Getting To Sleep

For most of my life, I had some degree of difficulty getting to sleep. It often took 60 to 90 minutes just to fall asleep. This was a major source of frustration for most of my life.

If I woke up in the night, I would often have a very hard time getting back to sleep. It often took 30 to 60 minutes to get back to sleep.

Between 1995 and 2000, this problem became somewhat worse and it became even more difficult to fall asleep.

After my amalgam removal in 2000, this problem vanished immediately. For the first time in my life, I was able to get to sleep in 5 to 10 minutes. If I woke up in the night, I was back to sleep in 3 to 5 minutes.

In 2005 when intense chemtrail spraying began, it became harder and harder and took longer and longer to get to sleep.

Now, spraying is intense on some days and mild on others, so the amount of time it takes to get to sleep is directly proportional to the intensity of chemtrail spraying.

Extremely Light Sleep

For most of my life, I was an extremely light sleeper. Even the smallest noise would wake me up. For this reason, I required a fan or air conditioner to make a constant noise in order to cover any other noises that might wake me up.

This problem continued until 2000.

In 2000 when my amalgam fillings were removed, I immediately began to sleep deeper than I ever had before. I was still not a "deep" sleeper, but I was perhaps now a "medium" sleeper.

In 2005 when intense chemtrail spraying started, I began sleeping somewhat lighter again, but not quite as light as in 2000.

Now, spraying is intense on some days and mild on others, so my depth of sleep is in direct proportion to the intensity of the spraying at the time.

I am able to mitigate these symptom to some degree by taking GABA and Melatonin before bed. I find that adding Calcium and Vitamin D also helps a lot.

Hot Core, Cold Skin While Sleeping

In order to get to sleep at all, I nearly always had to have a room that was 65° (F) or colder. Unfortunately, my core would feel hot while my skin would feel cold, which made getting comfortable enough to sleep difficult, to say the least.

In 1995, this problem began getting worse. By 2000, finding a comfortable temperature in the room was nearly impossible because my core temperature was too high and my skin temperature was too low.

After my amalgam removal in 2000, this problem went away completely overnight.

In 2005 when intense chemtrail spraying began, this problem occasionally began to reappear to a lesser degree than when my amalgams were in.

Now, spraying is intense on some days and mild on others, so this problem still occurs, but only in proportion to the amount of spraying that has taken place within the previous 24 hours.

Grinding Teeth While Sleeping

About 1997, I began grinding my teeth while I was sleeping. This continued to get more and more severe.

By 1999, I was waking up with blood in my mouth nearly every morning. My teeth and jaws hurt horribly in the morning and would ache throughout the day because of the grinding.

The grinding eventually led to a tooth being shifted out of place one night, which then led to a conversation with a friend about my health, which then led to the discovery of the cause of all of my symptoms: mercury poisoning from amalgam fillings.

After my amalgam removal in 2000, this problem went away completely overnight.

In 2005 when intense chemtrail spraying started, I began grinding my teeth mildly again. It slowly increased in intensity (as an average) each year as spraying continued.

Now, spraying is intense on some days and mild on others, so grinding clearly occurs in proportion to the intensity of chemtrail spraying. If spraying is mild, grinding is mild or nonexistent. If spraying is severe, grinding is severe that night.

Sweating While Sleeping

Beginning in about 1998, I began to have sweating fits in the night and would occasionally wake up wet with sweat. The sweat around my neck smelled a little like acetone.

By 2000, my sweating fits were so bad that I would wake up in bed drenched every morning. My sheets were often wet all the way through to the mattress.

After my amalgam removal in 2000, this problem went away completely overnight.

In 2005 when intense chemtrail spraying began, this problem would occur if the spraying was severe but would not occur if spraying was mild. This pattern continues today.

Frequent Urination In the Night

Throughout most of my life, I would wake up once or twice in the night to urinate. By about 1998, I was getting up 3 to 4 times per night to urinate.

By 2000, I was getting up no less than 5 times per night to urinate. Obviously, I was loosing a significant amount of sleep because of this.

After my amalgam removal in 2000, this problem went away overnight. I would only get up in the night to urinate perhaps once or twice in a week.

In 2005 when intense chemtrail spraying started, I began having to get up every night. Over time, this pattern increased.

Now, spraying is intense on some days and mild on others, so I only have to get up in proportion to the amount of spraying the previous day. If spraying is light, I'll only get up perhaps 1 time. If spraying is heavy, I will have to get up as many as 4 times.

Shifted Circadian Rhythm

I finished college in 1984 at which time I had a very hard time getting to sleep before 4 am. I got a job working second shift in a theater which worked out well for me because of my sleep issues.

The interesting thing about my nights was that I generally felt best between 12 midnight and the time I went to bed. This was the time when I had the greatest energy and mental clarity.

Over time, my sleep pattern shifted further forward. By 1995, I was getting to sleep at about 5 am.

By 2000, I was struggling to get to sleep by 7 am.

When my amalgams were removed in 2000, I continued going to bed late, but my pattern slowly shifted back toward 4 am. After my amalgam removal, there were a number of times that I completely shifted my sleep schedule to a normal schedule and was getting up at 7 am.

When intense chemtrail spraying began in 2005, my sleep pattern began shifting later and later; instead of going to bed about 4 am, I was struggling to get to bed by 7 am.

Now, spraying is intense on some days and mild on others, so my ability to get to sleep early is quite directly related to the overall spraying intensity for the previous week or so. Heavy weeks of spraying tend to push my sleeping pattern later, while light weeks of spraying tend to enable me to get tired earlier.

Over- or Under-Sleeping Caused Health Symptoms

As if I was not having enough sleep issues as it was, when I didn't get 7 hours of sleep, I would experience very achy muscles, horrible tiredness all day, headaches, fatigue, and other related issues. It didn't matter whether I under slept or overslept, the symptoms were nearly identical.

This is a problem I experienced most of my teen and adult life, but the resulting symptoms became much worse in the years between 1996 and 2000. Even if I under- or over- slept 20 minutes, these symptoms would stay with me all day.

In 2000 after my amalgam fillings were removed, this problem went away nearly completely overnight. At this time, I could under-sleep with a minimum of aches and fatigue. If I overslept, I didn't have any symptoms at all.

In 2005 when intense chemtrail spraying started, this issue began to return. I began having to keep a close eye on the number of hours I slept.

Now, spraying is intense on some days and mild on others, so the intensity of this issue is directly related to the intensity of spraying for the previous day or two. If spraying is mild for a couple days, over- or under-sleeping causes virtually no symptoms. If spraying is severe, over- or under-sleeping cause all the same symptoms that I had in 2000 before my amalgams were removed.

Fatigue After Eating

Throughout my life, I felt energized after eating.

In 1995, I began to feel somewhat fatigued after eating.

By 1998, I would feel so tired and fatigued after eating that I had to take a nap, which I did daily. This symptom continued until 2000.

After my amalgams were removed in 2000, this symptom immediately went away. Eating again was energizing, not fatiguing.

In 2005 when intense chemtrail spraying started, I began to experience this symptom again.

Now, spraying is intense on some days and mild on others, so this symptom occurs in direct proportion to how severe spraying is. If spraying is medium to severe, eating causes fatigue. If spraying is mild, eating is energizing.

Fatigue After Using the Bathroom

In 1995, I began experiencing tiredness and fatigue after using the bathroom.

By 2000, this symptom became so severe that I was often unable to work and had to lay down and nap after using the bathroom.

This symptom disappeared immediately after my amalgam fillings were removed in 2000.

In 2005 when intense chemtrail spraying began, this symptom returned.

Now, spraying is intense on some days and mild on others, so the severity of this symptom is directly related to the intensity of spraying at the time.

Constipation

Throughout my teen years, I used the bathroom much too infrequently, but it never really seemed to affect my health in any noticeable way.

In 1990, constipation began to be an issue. By 1995, it was a constant problem that got steadily worse until 2000.

After my amalgam removal in 2000, this problem mostly went away. It was easily controlled with magnesium supplementation.

In 2005 when intense chemtrail spraying began, the severity of this problem increased sharply and immediately.

Now, spraying is intense on some days and mild on others, so this problem occurs in direct relation to the intensity of spraying at the time.

I am able to control this issue with magnesium supplementation. If spraying is mild, only 1000mg to 1500mg of magnesium is required. If spraying is severe, 4000mg or more magnesium is required.

Mercury is known to cause constipation because it blocks magnesium utilization in the body.

Severe Immune Weakness

Throughout my life, I didn't get sick very often, other than perhaps occasionally when classmates did.

I was used to being athletic and working out daily. However, my diet was horrible most of my life.

By 1995, I began feeling that my immune system was compromised after working out. By 1996, I was no longer able to work out daily because I would get a sore throat and other flu-like symptoms the next day.

By 1997, I had to stop most unnecessary physical activity because of my weakened immune system.

By 2000, I had gained considerable weight and had to limit my physical activity just to protect my immune system. If I even walked too much, the next day I felt sick and could lose a few hours of work... or sometimes an entire day.

After my amalgam removal in 2000, my immune system immediately became strong again. It was like I was a teenager again. I would eat junk food just to see how far I could push my body. In fact, my immune system was so strong that I could not make myself sick.

In 2005 when intense chemtrail spraying began, I immediately experienced a decrease in my immune system health.

Now, spraying is intense on some days and mild on others, so the strength of my immune system is directly proportional to the severity of the spraying at the time.

I am able to bolster my immune system with Shiitake and Maitake mushroom extracts and beta-glucans. I also take vitamin D3 and high doses of vitamin C.

Ringing In the Ears (Tinnitus)

Beginning with my teen years, it was not uncommon for my ears to start ringing. In my 20s, this increased in frequency, intensity, and duration.

Occasionally -- perhaps once every couple days, or sometimes 3 or 4 times per day -- one of my ears would lose its hearing completely and start ringing very loudly. This would continue for 60 to 120 seconds. The hearing would slowly return and the ringing would slowly decline in volume.

By 1995, the ringing was nearly constant and the loss-of-hearing events described above would happen several times per day.

By 1999, the ringing was so loud that it was making it even more difficult to get to sleep. It also interfered with normal conversations.

After my amalgam removal in 2000, the ringing in my ears stopped completely overnight. It was dramatic and wonderful to have such silence when going to sleep. There also were no more hearing-loss events.

In 2005 when intense chemtrail spraying started, the ringing events began again.

Now, spraying is intense on some days and mild on others, so the level of ringing in the ears is directly proportional to the intensity of spraying. When spraying stops, the ringing will stop a few hours later. When spraying starts, ringing starts within minutes. If spraying continues at high levels for a day, the hearing-loss events will begin to occur.

I have found that both sugar and caffeine dramatically affect the volume and duration of the ringing in my ears.

Tingling and Numbness In Hands and Feet

Throughout my teen years, it was not unusual to experience tingling in my hands and feet. It seemed that any time there was pressure on my inner arm or on parts of my leg that my hands or feet would go numb. When the pressure was removed, they would tingle and then the numbness would go away.

Between 1995 and 2000, my hands and feet would often begin tingling horribly even without any pressure being applied to them. This symptom became an annoyance throughout the day.

After my amalgam removal in 2000, this symptom stopped immediately. My arms and legs virtually never tingled or went numb again.

When intense chemtrail spraying started in 2005, this symptom began again.

Now, spraying is intense on some days and mild on others, so the severity and frequency of this symptom is directly proportional to the severity of spraying over the previous 24 hours.

Elevated Body Temperature (Always Feeling Hot)

Beginning with my teen years, I could tolerate warm temperatures, but it was uncomfortable for me to do so. The only way I could truly feel comfortable was if the room temperature was below 68° (F). This symptom continued throughout adulthood.

Around 1995, this symptom began to increase in intensity... I was feeling hotter than ever before.

By 2000, I continually felt hot in my core. If the room temperature was cold, my skin would be cold but my core would be uncomfortably warm. There was nothing I could do to be comfortable.

In 2000 when my amalgam fillings were removed, this problem disappeared overnight.

In 2005 when intense chemtrail spraying started, this symptom began to return to some degree.

Now, spraying is intense on some days and mild on others, so this symptom returns in direct proportion to the intensity of spraying over the previous 24 hours. If the air is clear for a day, this symptom is virtually gone. If spraying is severe, my core becomes hot and my skin becomes cold.

Constant Sweating

In my teen years, I often felt too warm and would begin sweating somewhat whenever a room was about 68° (F) or above.

In my 20s and 30s, this problem increased in intensity. If I sat down and put my arms on a table, moisture would accumulate all around the area where my arms touched the table.

This would also happen with my legs. It was embarrassing to sit in a restaurant only to find that when I stood up, there were pools of moisture wherever my legs touched the seat.

This problem increased in intensity from 1995 to 2000 and was a continuing embarrassment.

In 2000 when my amalgam fillings were removed, this problem went away completely. I could put my arms on a table in a hot room for hours and no moisture would accumulate on the table. The difference was amazing.

In 2005 when intense chemtrail spraying started, this problem began to return somewhat. As spraying continued, the intensity of the problem increased.

Now, spraying is intense on some days and mild on others, so the problem continues and occurs in direct proportion to the intensity of chemtrail spraying over the previous 24 hours.

Heartburn

Throughout my teen years, heartburn was an occasional problem that I never thought too much about.

In 1995, my heartburn issues became much more intense.

By 1998, I would get heartburn after nearly every meal and found that the only thing that would stop it was taking a digestive enzyme that contained hydrochloric acid. This worked about 85% of the time.

The problem continued until 2000, when I had my amalgam fillings removed. At this point, the problem went away completely overnight. I no longer had to take a hydrochloric acid supplement.

In 2005 when intense chemtrail spraying begin, the problem returned suddenly.

Now, spraying is intense on some days and mild on others, so this issue occurs in direct proportion to the intensity of the spraying. In fact, even if I haven't eaten anything, if heavy spraying begins, I will get heartburn within about 5 minutes. When the air clears, heartburn will disappear within about 30 minutes.

Heart Pain and Loss of Breath When Being Physical

I was extremely physical and very fit throughout my life. I worked on my fitness by both building muscle and supporting my cardiovascular system. My heart was strong and could work hard all day without missing a beat. In fact, the more I worked, the better I felt.

In 1995, this all changed. At this time I began having mild heart pain and shortness of breath whenever I would do something strenuous.

By 1998, my heart was so weak that it hurt simply when I stood up from a sitting position. It felt much like a "cold headache" or "brain freeze" (when you eat or drink something cold too quickly). After simply standing up, I would often have to stand still for 5 to 15 seconds just to catch my breath and wait for the pain to go away before I would start walking. I had no idea why this was happening to me and became concerned that I would soon have a heart attack.

This symptom continued to increase in intensity until 2000.

In 2000 when my amalgam fillings were removed, this issue decreased dramatically. Over the next few months, this issue varied in intensity from day to day, but was always far less in intensity than it was before the removal.

In 2005 when intense chemtrail spraying began, this issue returned suddenly. As spraying continued, the problem became more intense. By 2008, it was so severe that I thought I was going to have a heart attack soon. As a result, I moved to another area (Bangor, Maine) that was getting spraying much less. After the move, this problem went away almost completely.

Now, spraying is intense on some days and mild on others, so the intensity of this issue is directly proportional to the severity of the spraying. If the air clears, this symptom goes away in about an hour. If spraying continues, this symptom returns in about 15 to 30 minutes.

Inability To Focus On Nearby Objects

Throughout my teen years and through my 20s, I always had excellent vision.

In 1995, I began having trouble focusing on objects that were near my eyes.

By 2000, I seemed to be very farsighted because I had to hold print far away from my eyes just to be able to focus on it.

In 2000 when my amalgam fillings were removed, this problem went away overnight.

In 2005, when intense chemtrail spraying began, this problem suddenly appeared again.

Now, spraying is intense on some days and mild on others, so the intensity of this problem is directly proportional to the intensity of spraying. If the air clears, I am able to focus on near objects within a few hours. When chemtrail spraying continues, my ability to focus on near objects diminishes within about an hour or two.

Increased Visual Persistence

Visual persistence is the phenomenon that occurs when you enter a dark room from a bright location. The image you were last looking at remains visible -- or "persists" -- to some degree, in inverse colors.

Throughout my life, my visual persistence remained pretty much the same.

Around 1997, I noticed that this persistence seemed to be increasing. In other words, this inverse image would form with less light in less time and it would last longer.

By 2000, my visual persistence was so strong, that it often blocked my vision for about 2 minutes when entering a normally lit room from a bright, sunny day.

In 2000 after my amalgam fillings were removed, this problem went away immediately, and never returned until 2005. I still had visual persistence during this time, but it was much less and never caused any problems.

In 2005 when intense chemtrail spraying began, I noticed that my visual persistence fluctuated with the intensity of the spraying during the previous 24 hours or so. Over the months of spraying, the persistence would begin more quickly and with less spray intensity.

Now, this condition remains about the same. On low spray days, it drops down closer to normal levels. On heavy spray days, it becomes very apparent.

Tight, Twitching, and Burning Muscles

From 1995 to 2000, I had a dramatic increase in tight, twitching, and burning muscles. These are problems that I rarely experienced prior to this.

After my amalgams were removed in 2000, these symptoms went away completely overnight.

In 2005 when intense chemtrail spraying began, these symptoms returned dramatically.

Now, spraying is intense on some days and mild on others, so the intensity of these symptoms is directly proportional to the intensity of chemtrail toxins in the air.

Ear Wax

Throughout my life, when I cleaned my ears every morning, I never had visible ear wax on the Q-Tip. Never.

Around 1996, I began having visible ear wax.

Between this time and 2000, the amount of wax was steadily increasing.

After my amalgam removal in 2000, the ear wax disappeared.

In 2005 when intense chemtrail spraying started, excessive ear wax began appearing again.

Now, spraying is intense on some days and mild on others, so the amount of ear wax that I have is directly proportional to the intensity of chemtrail spraying for the previous 24 hours.

Frequently Cracking Joints

Beginning in my teen years, my joints would crack. What cracked most often was my fingers, neck, and ankles. In fact, my ankles would crack so loudly that it could be heard even in a loud restaurant. It was embarrassing.

Around 1995, the cracking increased in frequency. It felt as if there was pressure in the joints and they just had to be cracked in order to release the pressure. The frequency of cracking increased to the point where I was cracking my fingers nearly every 20 minutes.

By 1999, I developed sharp, debilitating pain in some of the joints in my fingers that hindered my ability to type. The intensity of the pain was directly related to the frequency that the joints cracked. For this reason, I began to tolerate the "pressure" in the joints as long as I could to delay the cracking until the joints just cracked themselves.

After my amalgam fillings were removed in 2000, my joint cracking ceased almost completely. At that time, I would only experience a joint cracking in my fingers perhaps once a week. The change was dramatic.

In 2005 when intense chemtrail spraying began, the cracking in my joints again increased dramatically. In fact, all of the usual joints that cracked before my amalgam removal would crack within about 5 minutes of the air becoming contaminated.

Now, this pattern continues. When the air is clear, virtually no cracking occurs. When spraying occurs, cracking begins 5 to 10 minutes after the air becomes toxic.

Dramatic Reactions To Caffeine and Sugar

Since my teen years, I've always had a dramatic reaction to caffeine and sugar.

Caffeine would give me a lot of energy for about an hour, and then I would crash and have aches and pains in joints and muscles and feel sleepy. It would also make my facial skin oily. Sugar had a nearly identical effect and left me in the same condition.

If I had sugar or caffeine within 12 hours of going to bed, I would have very vivid dreams and my sleep would be shallow and unrestful. I would feel horrible in the morning.

The effect that sugar and caffeine had on me increased between 1995 and 2000.

After my amalgam fillings were removed in 2000, sugar and caffeine had virtually no effect on me anymore. The change was dramatic and sudden.

At this time, I could eat 3 doughnuts and have 2 cups of coffee and go right to bed and have a wonderful night's sleep. It was truly astonishing.

Also, caffeine and sugar didn't give me the rush of energy that it used to. I would feel a small increase in energy and mental clarity, but it was by no means dramatic like it had been before.

In 2005 when intense chemtrail spraying began, my reactions to caffeine and sugar returned. I began to react to them just as I had before my amalgams were removed.

Now, spraying is intense on some days and mild on others, so my reaction to caffeine and sugar is directly related to the intensity of the spraying. If the air is clear, my reaction is mild. If the air is toxic, my reaction is dramatic.

Nausea On An Empty Stomach

Throughout my life, I was the kind of person that could go without food all day and never know the difference.

Around 1995, I began experiencing nausea when my stomach was empty. This began as a mild symptom, but became more severe over the next few years.

In 2000 when my amalgam fillings were removed, this symptom went away completely.

When intense chemtrail spraying began in 2005, this problem returned. I began having to snack anytime my stomach was empty in order to avoid nausea.

This symptom continues today.

Severe Nausea After Eating

Throughout my life, eating normally made me feel energized.

Around 1999, I began to have horrible bouts with nausea after every meal. On a daily basis, I would have to sit still and concentrate after each meal and wait for the nausea to pass.

This continued to increase in intensity right up until 2000.

In 2000 when my amalgam fillings were removed, this symptom went away overnight, never to return.

When intense chemtrail spraying began in 2005, I began to have bouts with nausea but only when my stomach was empty, so I've included this as a separate symptom in this list.

Metallic Taste in My Mouth

Since my teen years, I had always been able to taste metal when I touched one of my metal dental fillings with my tongue

Around 1995, the metallic taste became constant.

By 1998, this taste was so strong that it made me nauseous on a daily basis, which I believe directly led to several other symptoms, including excessive salivation, drooling while sleeping, and nausea after eating.

In 2000 when my amalgam fillings were removed, this symptom went away completely overnight, never to return.

Excessive Salivating

Around 1996, I began salivating more than I had previously.

By 1998, it was so severe that I literally had to swallow in the middle of nearly every long sentence I spoke.

This symptom continued to grow more severe right into 2000.

In 2000 when my amalgam fillings were removed, this problem went away completely overnight.

In 2005 when intense chemtrail spraying began, this symptom began occurring again. The amount of salivation occurred in direct relationship to the intensity of chemtrail spraying.

This symptom continues today.

Drooling While Sleeping

In my entire life, I never drooled while sleeping.

Around 1996, it began happening to me occasionally. By 1998, it was occurring nightly.

In 2000 when my amalgam fillings were removed, it stopped completely overnight.

In 2005 when intense chemtrail spraying started, drooling began occurring again. The intensity of drooling is directly proportional to the amount of chemtrail spraying.

This symptom continues today.

Frequent Skin Tags

Around 1990, I began to see small skin tags form in my neck area on occasion.

By about 1995, a new skin tag would form about every 3 months.

By 1998, I would have a new skin tag appear nearly every month. Skin tags also appeared in other lymphatic drain areas, to a lesser degree, such as underarms and inner thighs.

After my amalgam fillings were removed in 2000, I did not have a single skin tag appear until 2005.

In 2005 when intense chemtrail spraying began, I again started having skin tags appear. The rate of appearance of skin tags seems directly proportional to the average intensity of chemtrail spraying.

This symptom continues today.

White Coating On Tongue

Ever since my teen years, I had a slight white coating that constantly covered the top part of my tongue.

By 1995, this coating increased in thickness and visibility.

By 2000, it almost completely covered the top of my tongue and was very noticeable. I had no idea what it was from or how to get rid of it.

After my amalgam fillings were removed in 2000, this covering went away completely within a couple weeks. My tongue then took on a natural rosy color that looked healthy.

In 2005 when intense chemtrail spraying started, this white coating began to appear again. Little by little it increased in size and thickness.

This symptom continues today.

Swollen Tongue

Around 1995, I started noticing that my tongue would swell slightly when I exercised or did a lot of physical activity.

By 2000, my tongue was chronically swollen to the point that it noticeably affected the way I pronounced some of my words. I actually had to make a conscious effort to sound normal when speaking these words.

After my amalgam fillings were removed in 2000, this swelling disappeared in a few days.

In 2005 when intense chemtrail spraying started, this swelling began to appear, increasing and decreasing with the intensity of the previous 24 hours of spraying.

This symptom continues today.

Accumulation of Dead Skin Around Heels and Sides of the Feet

Since my teen years, I would have a small amount of -- what appeared to be -- dead skin accumulate on the sides of my ankles and around the sides of my feet. I never thought much of it and just assumed that it was normal.

Around 1995, the quantity of dead skin began to increase.

This symptom continued to increase through 2000 at which time it visibly increased day-by-day. If I physically removed it, it would return within a few days.

After my amalgam fillings were removed in 2000, this dead skin completely went away within a couple weeks.

In 2005 when intense chemtrail spraying started, this material began to reappear in small amounts.

Now, the amount of accumulation of dead skin is in proportion to the intensity of spraying for the previous few days.

Blood Sugar Swings

Throughout my entire life, I have loved sweets. I craved and ate them daily, but in the mid 90's, I began to have such severe blood sugar swings that I found myself needing sweets just to function. My blood sugar would soar, then plummet. It seemed that my body became completely unable to regulate my blood sugar.

In 1999, I was able to almost completely eliminate my sugar cravings by taking 2 GTF Chromium tablets every day.

After my amalgam fillings were removed in 2000, my sweet cravings completely went away. I no longer needed GTF Chromium to control them. I stopped eating dessert almost entirely.

Now, my sugar cravings fluctuate in proportion to the intensity of chemtrail spraying for the previous 24 hours.

Short Attention Span

I had a relatively short attention span most of my life. My mind wandered often making it difficult for me to get anything done that required extended periods of focus.

This symptom became worse between 1995 and 2000, so that even listening to someone talk for 15 to 20 seconds took a tremendous amount of focus. If I was reading a book, my mind would wander in the middle of a paragraph and I would have no recollection of what I had just read.

After my amalgam fillings were removed in 2000, this symptom completely went away overnight. I was able to read, comprehend, and retain everything I read. I had never experienced anything like it. I gained a collection of hundreds of books and taught myself several new computer programming languages. I gained a love of reading that I had never had before.

In 2005 when intense chemtrail spraying began, this symptom returned rather quickly. In fact, the amount that my mind wandered was directly proportional to the current level of toxicity in the air at the time. When the air cleared, my attention span returned within 15 minutes.

This symptom continues today.

Poor Reading Comprehension

Reading comprehension was always difficult for me, ever since childhood. I often could not recall details about what I had just read.

In the mid 90's, the problem became worse. I was unable to read a complete paragraph without finding myself thinking about something completely different and having no idea what I had just read. I literally had to reread paragraphs 4 to 6 times before I could actually comprehend what I was reading.

After my amalgam fillings were removed in 2000, this problem went away completely overnight. I became an excellent reader, instantly comprehending what I read.

In 2005 when intense chemtrail spraying started, this problem returned. The severity of this problem was directly proportional to the intensity of the spraying. When the air cleared, my reading comprehension returned in about 15 minutes.

This symptom continues today.

Loss of Short-Term Memory

Throughout my life, I always had a problem remembering certain types of things, like names, dates, and locations. Not being able to remember names affected my social life and eventually became yet another reason I remained secluded when part of me desired to be social.

The problem increased throughout the 90's. By 1999, my short-term memory was so bad, that when speaking with someone on the phone, I would forget their name about 5 seconds after they told it to me. I would also have to type key points of the conversation into a computer word processor just to keep up with the conversation. Needless to say, it was horrible.

After my amalgam fillings were removed in 2000, this problem went away completely. I regained my short-term memory over a period of a few months.

About 6 months after my amalgam fillings were removed, I was able to memorize phone numbers and never forget them. I remember walking into an office and asking for a phone number. The woman asked me if I wanted to write it down on something. I just said, "No. That's OK." She told me the number and I immediately repeated it back to her to let her know that I had gotten it right. She looked surprised and smiled. It was events like this that made me believe that we were created to have memory like this.

I had always had trouble remembering the names of actors in movies. When trying to communicate the name of an actor, I would see their face, I would remember scenes of the movie they were in, but I simply could not remember their name. About 6 months after the amalgam removal, I was usually (or at least often) the first one to remember the names of actors. It was astonishing. I never knew my memory could work like this.

I also began to be able to remember the exact wording of conversations I had, even weeks earlier, word-for-word.

In 2005 when intense chemtrail spraying started, my memory began to fail again. From that time until now, the function of my memory is directly proportional to the intensity of spraying for the previous few hours. After a week of continuous hard spraying, I will revert back to having to use a word processor to carry on phone conversations. After 24 hours of clear air, my memory returns to its excellent mode.

Extremely Vivid Dreams

Throughout most of my life I was a very light sleeper. In the mid 90's, I began experiencing increasingly vivid dreams which caused my sleep to be much more shallow. Of course, I would wake up feeling less rested.

In 1999, my dreams had become so active and vivid, that I nearly always woke up feeling more exhausted than when I went to sleep.

I also found that when I had B-vitamins, caffeine, sugar, or certain wheat products, I would sleep much more shallowly and have even more vivid and active dreams. If I wanted to eat any of these foods, I had to have them at least 12 hours before I went to bed in order to minimize the effect they would have on my sleep (although there would still be some effect).

When my amalgam fillings were removed in 2000, this problem went away overnight. In fact, the very night that I had my fillings removed was the single best night of sleep that I ever remember having. I woke up and felt powerful, peaceful, clear-minded, and happy.

In 2005 when intense chemtrail spraying began, this symptom returned little by little. The vividness of my dreams was directly proportional to the toxicity of the air that day and night, and proportional to the amount of B vitamins, caffeine and sugar that I had the day before.

This symptom continues today.

I have been able to control this symptom fairly effectively using three supplements before going to bed: Melatonin, GABA, and Calcium with Vitamin D.

Shallow Unrestful Sleep

Not having restful sleep affects every area of your life. As mentioned in the previous section, by the late 90's, my sleep was almost worthless, largely because of the vividness of the dreams I was having.

Please see the previous section for details.

Increased Sensitivity To Light

All my life I loved being out in the sun. I boated, stayed tan, cycled, played racquetball in the hot Florida sun, and occasionally ran.

In the mid 90's, I found that the sun began to hurt my eyes. It was as if my eyes were "used to" the dark, but when I went outside or into a bright room, they would never fully adjust to the light.

This problem increased in intensity by 2000.

When I had my amalgam fillings removed in 2000, this problem went away completely in a few weeks. I went back to loving the light and having no problems with it hurting my eyes.

In 2005 when intense chemtrail spraying started, this problem began to return to a lesser degree.

This problem continues today in proportion to the intensity of spraying for the previous 24 hours.

Increased Sensitivity To Sound

Throughout most of my life, I was particularly sensitive to sound, but there were two different aspects to this.

One aspect was that faint sounds distracted my mind and diverted my attention. For example, when trying to get to sleep, I would be awakened by the faint sound of a dog barking in the distance.

The other aspect was that sounds appeared to me to be louder than they were. For example, when in a restaurant where they shout out the name of a patron having a birthday, the voice of the person making the announcement on the other side of the restaurant was often physically painful to my ears.

The first aspect of this problem is something I suffered with for much of my life, although it became considerably worse in the mid 90's.

The second aspect of this problem did not manifest significantly until the early 90's and then became worse throughout the rest of the 90's.

When my amalgam fillings were removed in 2000, this problem went away completely within a few months.

When intense chemtrail spraying began in 2005, this problem slowly returned over a period of months.

Now, this symptom continues at a severity that is about 75% of what is was in 2000, before amalgam removal.

Increased Sensitivity To Odors

I have always had an exceptionally sensitive sense of taste and smell, but these senses were never considered sources of distraction or pain until the mid 90's.

At that time, if someone was seated behind me or next to me who wore a lot of perfume or cologne, it would completely overpower the taste of my food. Some odors/perfumes also caused mild physical symptoms like headaches or burning sinuses.

After my amalgam fillings were removed in 2000, my sense of smell and taste remained the same, but the ability for odors to cause pain and distraction decreased considerably over time, but never completely.

In 2005 when intense chemtrail spraying began, this symptom returned slowly over time.

This symptom continues today.

Depression

I suffered with severe depression from my teen years on, although I didn't know it. I actually thought everyone secretly felt this way. I also thought about suicide daily (yes, every day) hoping it would be a way out of the emotional torture that I endured.

The depression intensified in the 90's and by the late 90's, I had to daily encourage myself that life was worth living. This emotional pain was intense and constant.

After my amalgam fillings were removed in 2000, the depression went away completely. The months after the removal were sort of a roller coaster ride, with good days and bad days, but the bad days were far better than any of the good days I had experienced while my amalgams were in.

The roller coaster smoothed out over about 3 months into a constant state of bliss. During this time, I felt strong, confident, very happy, and as though I was able to accomplish anything. I also enjoyed a reasonable amount of self-esteem. These were the best years of my life, emotionally speaking. During this time a felt a bliss that I never knew existed.

In 2005 when intense chemtrail spraying started, the depression began to set in slowly from month to month. All of the old familiar feelings began to return slowly over this period of time.

Now, this symptom continues, but the intensity wavers in proportion to the average intensity of the spraying over the previous 24 hours. If the spraying continues to be strong for days, the intensity just continues to increase.

Anxiety and Numerous General Fears

Fear is something I lived with my entire life. I feared almost everything, but I did my best to appear normal.

My mind would constantly gravitate toward worst possible scenarios. When driving, my mind would often visualize accidents. When walking down stairs, I would visualize falling. No matter what I was doing, my mind was constantly visualizing accidents that could happen. The same was true in social situations. My mind would constantly imagine how I might make a fool of myself in public.

These fears extended into other common social fears, such as a fear of commitment and a fear of confrontation.

The level of anxiety and general fear increased in the mid 90's to the point where I had to dedicate time each day to mentally work on and try to overcome the continuous flow of unfounded fears. Needless to say, this was a horrible and frustrating way to live.

After my amalgam fillings were removed in 2000, my fears just went away. My mind stopped imagining the worst possible scenarios and began believing that good things would happen. This was a dramatic and profound point in my life. This continued for several years and felt simply blissful. I never knew what it meant to live with true peace.

In 2005 when intense chemtrail spraying started, anxiety and various fears began to return over time. All of the same old thoughts and patterns returned slowly as spraying continued. The intensity of the fears did change somewhat with the intensity of the spraying for the previous 24 hours or so.

This symptom continues today.

Apathy About Certain Personal Issues

Despite all my disadvantages, I had always been passionate about most aspects of life, but I also suffered with apathy about my personal finances and property.

For example, if someone stole something from me, I would likely just accept it as a "fact of life" and move on. If someone didn't pay me rent, I would just forget about it and move on.

When I had my amalgam fillings removed in 2000, this apathy slowly lifted. I began to feel more convicted when I was "wronged" and would pursue justice. My friend (and business partner) Laura also helped me with this as she always had a strong sense of justice and would not accept injustice. It was truly amazing to feel empowered to make wrongs right. I was astounded at the power that I had to recover losses when I employed my determination.

In 2005 when intense chemtrail spraying started, this apathy began again. It grew slowly but never reached the levels that it had previously. I believe this is because of things that I learned while not mercury toxic. Nevertheless, I did experience many times when I just wanted to "let it go" rather than pursue what was right.

This is an internal struggle that I continue with today.

Critical Attitude

From my 20's and beyond, I began feeling critical of myself and others. I began to be annoyed with the selfishness and injustice that I saw in most people. I was still nice to them, but I often had negative internal feelings.

I was always my toughest critic, but I began to be critical of those closest to me, even though I hated being that way. I would say things that I didn't want to say. I would watch myself say things as if I was in the third person. I would be angry with myself for saying them, but for some reason, small things became emotional issues that I could not contain, especially when I was around those closest to me. I was never violent or hateful, but nonetheless, I hated myself because my critical attitude hurt people, and I hated hurting people.

In the mid 90's, the power of the emotions associated with this critical part of me increased. Fortunately, I worked hard and learned how to separate myself from my emotions and overcome them.

I always knew this was not the way that I naturally was as a person. There was clearly something driving me to find the faults with people closest to me.

After my amalgams were removed in 2000, this issue went away over a period of months. I no longer focused on negative things. I automatically, without thinking about it, began focusing on positive things. When I did see negative traits in people, I was able to emotionally overlook them and overcome them with positive feelings. The most amazing thing about this transformation was that I didn't even have to try. The change was automatic.

In 2005 when intense chemtrail spraying started, these negative feelings began creeping back. Fortunately, with my added experience and as I realized that this negativity was caused my mercury toxicity, I was able to overcome these negative feelings most of the time. The intensity of these emotions was directly proportional to the intensity of spraying for the previous 24 to 48 hours.

This struggle continues today.

General Grumpiness

Those who know me well know that I am a ridiculously positive person, yet I often found myself feeling horribly short and grumpy with myself and with others. These feelings began in my teens years, but I usually internalized them... something I was very good at doing.

This problem became much harder to deal with in the mid 90's because the underlying feelings intensified. I was completely embarrassed when I felt and acted this way, but the emotions were very strong. It was strange to feel grumpy because I was consciously aware that there was no real reason to feel this way, so I simply had to battle with the emotions. If I acted on them, I would end up apologizing later.

When my amalgam fillings were removed in 2000, these feelings went away. There were a few months where I experienced an emotional roller coaster ride, but the days became better and better and within a few months, I didn't have this internal emotional struggle. I simply rarely felt grumpy at all.

In 2005 when intense chemtrail spraying started, these old emotions began to return. Fortunately, with my newfound experience, I was better able to deal with them and overcome them, and most importantly, not act on them.

These symptoms continue today.

Impatience

Those who know me well have always considered me an extremely patient person, but in the mid 90's, emotions would often surface that compelled me to feel very impatient about everything in life. I was frustrated by the fact that everything took so long. In short, it seemed that this impatience was really a function of anxiety.

I often felt such a strong need to finish a project I was working on that I would not go to bed until the project was complete. This impatience/anxiety kept me up all night many nights.

After my amalgam fillings were removed in 2000, this feeling of impatience went away. The need to stay up all night to finish projects was replaced over the following months with a peaceful inner faith that there was nothing wrong with simply picking up where I left off the next day.

In 2005 when intense chemtrail spraying began, impatience also returned slowly over time. Fortunately, with my newfound experience, I am much better at controlling it and working through it.

This symptom continues today.

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