Chemtrails and the 5 Stages of Grief

by Manon

When I first discovered chemtrails, I was at the park with my kids and I always had the habit of lying down on the slide to watch the sky so naturally I noticed these planes leaving trails one day. There were so many that I couldn't help but wonder what was going on...they were flying too close to each other to be passenger jets and they were coming from every direction.

When I got home, I went online and came upon the terms chemtrails and geoengineering, don't ask me how, but I've always been guided by the holy spirit in my quest for answers or truth. So one evening when my throat started to hurt, it dawned on me that my windows were open so I ran to the window to look up to the sky and there they were again, jets spraying our skies, leaving trails. I quickly closed my windows and called Urgence Environment because I was outraged by the fact I couldn't even leave my windows open and wanted some answers now...the young girl (probably fired) told me it sounded like weather modification techniques but said her senior adviser would call me back.

Needless to say, since then I've spoken to many government agencies, both federal and provincial but to no avail. I tried sending emails to MP's or environmental defense groups, even those talking about geo-engineering but none has bothered to write me back. A sense of frustration and bitterness occurred to me at this point which leads me to my 5 stages of Grief.

People go through 5 stages when they grieve and I felt similarly when I realized chemtrails existed, they are as follows:

Denial: at first I didn't want to believe they existed, this can't be happening, but my physical symptoms told me otherwise no matter how I tried to find other excuses for them, they weren't there before they started spraying or were less intense on days they didn't spray.
Anger: I wanted to fight back and get even with all the people responsible for this spraying, I'd look at the jets spraying and hope they'd crash, I wanted to protest in front of parliament hill or go to the media.
Bargaining: I started making deals with God, asking him to stop this insanity and in return I'd do his will.
Depression: when I realized that not many people seemed to care about all this I felt a sense of hopelessness, a loss of hope for the future of mankind, a lack of control of what's really happening to us all and our environment.
Acceptance: then I found Sylvain's event and other chemtrail groups on facebook and realized that there is still hope if we raise awareness and unite with like-minded people who are able to come to terms with the reality of the situation and actually do something about it. Our children's future depends on us, Mother Earth and all that she holds is counting on us to help put an end to this insanity driven by a need for control over everything by a few superpowers gone mad. My final words, as Gandhi said it best : " You must not lose faith in humanity. Humanity is an ocean; if a few drops of the ocean are dirty, the ocean does not become dirty

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