Thanks for sharing Kim! Your story is excellent!

One thing I have learned from the trenches both professionally and personally that has helped me deal with impatience and grief of those not awake is the following statistic:

1-3% of the population will be pro-active
3-10% of the population will do something once or twice
90% of the population will do nothing

This is not to be discouraging because 3% of a very active population established our country. I once heard another statistic that for every 1 active person it counts as 10,000 lazy ones.

Two other things I always keep in my handbag are:

Faith as you alluded to by your ending

Solutions (well maybe you can't personally control chem-trails) but you can mitigate their damage in so many ways. So learn what they are and be ready to help folks when they finally see they are impacted.

From the trenches,
Celeste