Where Was I Before Boarding the Chemtrail Awarness Train?I have been thinking about what everyone shares about their efforts, with things that are bothering them, what is or motivating them. I hear and empathize with people’s anger, frustration, sorrow, despair, disappointment, and on occasion excitement or joy. Since I am now discussing where I was before I realized, I wanted to share with you that I didn’t just wake up one day, walk outside, look up, for no apparent reason and say "OH LOOK a chemtrail, those It actually took me a while to get on board with all this crazy stuff.
I have always been an avid weather watcher though. SO, looking UP was really a normal thing for me. I have always been interested in weather, because I am always outside, sun, rain, snow, whatever, I am in it. But, when things started getting so bad out there, that we spent more time indoors than outdoors, I began to question what the hell is going on. I was frustrated, and I was seeing many unusual weather patterns, and freak storms. I began to study weather maps and news coverage of the freak storms, and read through thousands of blogs or news forum responses.
Maybe I was already half way there, just around the awareness bend. I got hooked into a couple weather social network groups, they kept saying “they are spraying us again today” or “they are spraying heavy” or “I saw 20 fly over today.” That had me all creeped out. What the hell are they talking about – “spraying us!?” I asked myself. No one would answer me. Finally at some point, some said the word “chemtrail.” I had no idea what the heck they were talking about. I then thought This stuff is nuts, I need to see for myself what this crazy stuff is.
So I dug and dug, and watched and read until I didn’t sleep anymore for days. I saw pictures that people had posted. I remembered seeing that same stuff around here. I couldn’t believe that the government was sending out air craft loaded with toxic chemicals, and dumping them out the back of the air craft like that. If people are saying that it is bad for us, then why would they do this? This cannot be real. I do not want to believe this. This was my thought process.
I did more research, and realized that it was similar to many other programs that have been done, in the supposed efforts to improve something, but yet, destroying something else in the process, with no regard of public health and safety of the environment. Same shiz, different day. Still, I had a hard time grasping the whole spraying [censored] out the back of planes. So, I did what I always do, doubt first, question always, and then go look for myself. Sure enough, now that I knew what to look for, I looked and looked, until I saw it happening right in front of my own eyes.
I needed to get beyond the “whats” first, then find a way to learn the “whys” and then be able to walk away from that, in order to focus on the “now whats.” That’s where I am now. I am trying to spread awareness in a manner that will hopefully gain the interest of some one who is motivated and wants to make a difference, just like me. I have an interest in this, because it affects me. I need to find people that feel this affects them as well.
Something to consider, when dealing with people who are not yet aware or eagerly willing to get on board with all of this, it might take some one longer to get the whole truth. It might just mean that although they may be harder to convince, they might just be some one who will stay in this with all they’ve got to offer and then-some.
I believe that having a little more patience in key, when trying to bring some one up to speed. Do not meet resistance and implied ignorance with anger or frustration. Instead, offer small digestible amounts of crucial and credible evidence or specific resources that the person can research on their own time. This is a challenge no doubt, in trying not to react with anger and aggravation.
Please know that you are making a difference. You do not have to see the difference instantly. Believe that it can and will occur, then move on to you next task at hand. If you’ve ever been involved with the Pay It Forward Foundation, you will know exactly what I am talking about. Ripples in the water, chain reaction, Karma, are all many good expressions for change for the better. Our future is in our hands. We can choose how this will end.
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Kim Berry, 05/18/2013
Sometimes the most challenging thinkers are the best ones to (eventually) have on your side. 
