im in BEAVERTON,OREGON.ive been so sick i couldnt stand up for 3 days.body aches extreme chills,throat swollen,lips and toungue swollen a bit.feverish(no thermometer to measure).only got out of bed to urinate and drink more water.today,day 4,inside of mouth swollen.scared of how much flouride ive injested trying to flush.chemtrails have changed.totally gray here last few days and havent been outside,but now the fog of chemistry seems to be condensing into a thick mist here 15ft high down to the ground,hovering for hours.friend up the street in ER today.his fingers and arms swelling.they said glands.another friend is now in psych ward for 2 weeks.suicidal ideation.im still sick.other friend and her 13yr.daughter having recuring flu boughts 4 times in 2 months.they are in forestgrove,or where theyve been warned they arent allowed to speak of chemtrails in school.i go to a support group for PTSD.we arent allowed to speak of it there.i shop at an organic food store where the checker told me outside they arent allowed to talk about it there.if this is just a THEORY,why is now one ALLOWED to comment.WHO MAKES THESE RULES?is everyone in on it but me.?i wont be heading to th e.r. myself.everyone else is having the flu shot practically forced on them.

are there any groups in my area where i can actually go and meet with some people and get something done about this before i die?i have kids in trade school and 6 cats that depend on me.i havent trusted mainstream doctors since i started to figure out my chronicfatigue syndrome and fibromyalgia were caused by the massive amount of dental metals installed in my mouth,directly coinciding with the onset of all my illnesses,and they refused to check for heavy metal poisoning.i got a naturopath/md now who "doesnt believe in heavy metal toxicity/mercury poisoning.so basicly my medicaid is worthless unless i want a heavy supply of opiates and narcotics.im almost to sick to seek anymore alternative care,which is hard on an ssi income of 647$a month.those who arent physically ill,are mentally ill,or both.severe hopelessness,despair,deppression everywhere.for me, also,my migrains have now increased dramaticly in severity and in frequency,and the constant ringing in my ears is a hell of alot worse as well.trying like hell not to just let them wipe me out without a fight.its hard to fight from the floor.

Deanna,

I'm so sorry to hear about this. I am also suffering horribly.

There are some things you can do that may help.

Do you have amalgam (silver) dental fillings?

Do you have tattoos?

Do you smell or taste metal or salt or sulfur in the air?

Dealing with these may help with chemtrail symptoms.

I'll be happy to help if I can.